CORROSIVE

Old ways of thinking so corrosive Got tired of always feeling hopeless Destructive patterns not coping Thankful I dont wake up dope sick Old ways of thinking so corrosive Got tired of always feeling hopeless Destructive patterns not coping Thankful I dont wake up dope sick Right behind the veil I done took so many L's Problems back to back didnt think that I'd prevail Sitting in my darkness that is where the demons dwelled Drink myself to death I felt I couldn't love myself Idle ideations as I'm loading up these shells Had to get back up dust myself off when I fell A lesson learned in time every single time I failed Had to swallow pride speak up hard to ask for help Took me 30 years to start to care about my health Took me 25 just to realize I'm not well Tried to take my life cause I thought my life was hell Much to my surprise I'm alive to tell the tale Old ways of thinking so corrosive Got tired of always feeling hopeless Destructive patterns not coping Thankful I dont wake up dope sick Old ways of thinking so corrosive Got tired of always feeling hopeless Destructive patterns not coping Thankful I dont wake up dope sick Old ways of thinking so corrosive Got tired of always feeling hopeless Destructive patterns not coping Thankful I dont wake up dope sick I was always high when I use to sell drugs Not a great picture its developed In a lot of circles I wasn't welcomed Now my eyes well up when I think of self love Tell me what it's worth what's it for what's the point Yea I know it hurts to rebuild what's destroyed If you really yearn for the filling of the void Advice from me to you would be instilling a better choice Practice lots of discipline So much I've been living with Weighing out the risk of it Notice what the difference is Born in 92 Been a rough go It's a rough road I've been flying through I'm the proof this world is cold If it's not than I guess I'm confused Born in 92 Been a rough go It's a rough road I've been flying through