HABITS

These haters on my dick this shit up on my mind Get a penny for your thoughts But I'll never drop a dime Searching for some peace, yeah just some piece of mind Hard to do these demons keep screaming deep inside On my darkest days Searching for a gleam of light Talking to myself saying it'll be alright I read & write between the lines The pen I'm bleeding dry I needed time to see the side of me that needs a life Look into my eyes somethings just can't be disguised Tell me what you see bet you it can't be described I've wished that I was dead now I want to be alive Crazy how that works maybe I just need to smile That's so fucking helpful I needed that advice Pretty heavy stuff think I need to bag it twice I'll take that to my grave hope they close my casket tight Think I'll have a casket, now that's asinine Breaking down this weed while I take a hit of acid I don't panic I'm just grinning I'm jus living I am laughing When I'm manic micro dose might go up in the attic Peek around a little bit go surfing through the static I was damaged, better now, better better than imagined So erratic, never landed always chasing dragons I could never catch it running running yeah I went and ran it Right into the fucking ground crashed right into the planet Shake it off play it off tried to hide my habits Didn't work that's for sure you can ask my family At my worst they're concerned that this is turning tragic Needed help off to hell I was headed in a basket Felt it in my atoms but I always hated asking Now I'm dodging bullshit like I'm cutting through some traffic Crazy looking back at my past and all my antics I see the bigger picture so I gotta keep it candid