I So Hate Consequences

And I'm good, good, good to go I got to get away Get away from all of my mistakesSo here I sit looking at the traffic lightsThe red extinguishes the hope that the green ignitesI want to run away I want to ditch my lifeCause all of my mistakes keep me awake at nightAnd after all of my alibis desert meI just want to get byI don't want nothing to hurt meI had no idea where my head was at But if my heart says I'm sorry can we leave it at thatBecause I just want for all of this to endAnd I so hate consequencesAnd running from you is what my best defense isConsequencesOh God, don't make me face up to thisAnd I so hate consequencesAnd running from you is what my best defense isCause I know that I let you downAnd I don't want to deal with thatIt just now hit me this is more than just a set backAnd when you spelled it out, well, I guess I didn't get thatAnd every trace of momentum is goneAnd this isn't turning out the way I want And after all of my alibis desert meI just want to get byI don't want nothing to hurt meI had no idea where my head was at But if my heart says I'm sorry can we leave it at thatBecause I just want for all of this to endAnd I spent all last nightTearing downEvery stoplightAnd stop sign in this townNow I think there mightBe no way to stop me nowI'll get away despiteThe fact I'm so weighed downAll of my escapes have been exhaustedI thought I had a way but then I lost itAnd my resistance was once much strongerAnd I know I can't go on like this much longerWhen I got tired of running from youI stopped right there to catch my breathThere your words they caught my ears You said, 'I miss you son. Come homeAnd my sins, they watched me leaveAnd in my heart I so believed The love you felt for me was mine The love I'd wished for all this timeAnd when the doors were closedI heard no I told so'sI said the words I knew you knewOh God, Oh God I needed youGod all this time I needed you, I needed youAnd I so hate consequencesAnd running from you is what my best defense isI hate these consequencesBecause I know that I let you downNow I don't wanna deal with that