More Than Useless

I feel like, I would likeTo be somewhere else doing something that mattersAnd I'll admit here, while I sit hereMy mind wastes away and my doubts start to gatherWhats the purpose? It feels worthlessSo unwanted like I've lost all my valueI can't find it, not in the least bitand I'm just scared, so scared that I'll fail youAnd sometimes I think that I'm not any good at allAnd sometimes I wonder why, why I'm even here at allBut then you assure meI'm a little more than uselessAnd when I think that I can't do thisYou promise me that I'll get through thisAnd do something rightDo something right for onceSo I say if I can't, do something significantI'll opt to leave most opportunities wastedAnd nothing trivial, that life could give me willMeasure up to what might have replaced itToo late look, my date bookIs packed full of days that were empty and now goneAnd I bet, that regretWill prove to get me to improve in the long runAnd sometimes I think that I'm not any good at allAnd sometimes I wonder why, why I'm even here at allBut then you assure meI'm a little more than uselessAnd when I think that I can't do thisYou promise me that I'll get through thisAnd do something rightDo something right for onceI'm a little more than uselessAnd I never knew I knew thisWas gonna the day, gonna be the dayThat I would do something rightDo something right for onceI notice, I know thisWeek is a symbol of how I use my timeResent it, I spent itConvincing myself the world's doing just fineWithout meDoing anything of any consequenceWithout meShowing any sign of ever making senseOf my time , it's my lifeAnd my right, to use it like I shouldLike he would, for the goodOf everything that I would ever knowI'm a little more than uselessWhen I think that I can't do thisYou promise me that I'll get through thisAnd do something rightDo something right for onceI'm a little more than uselessAnd I never knew I knew thisWas gonna the day, gonna be the dayThat I would do something rightDo something right for once