I'll Never Know

I'm not very good at wording things So please forgive me if what I'm saying doesn't make much sense to you I'm sure you're not very used to it and I'm sure that it probably bothers you But for some reason I still adore you I'm always assuming the worst So I can never tell when you're avoiding me Or when you're just lazy I really wish that there wasn't so many things I didn't know That I don't know the answers to But there's one thing that I know for sure And it's that I'm in love with you I think it's obvious by now I really wish I could tell you But due to your mixed signals I don't know how Cuz most of the time I think you just want me to shut up And there's a pretty big chance you do But there could be a chance you don't I guess I'll never really know