Conflicted Religion

Father in the sky will save me Father in the sky can you hear me I don't have a place to go Find me down 6 feet below If God was here beside me Could I look him in the eye And tell him that I'm the devil In a sheep's design Heaven is not a place for me To follow every rule to be Hell is the place where I'll be free Crying, Hurting Why are you ignoring me? Singing slowly On that lonely melody "Only you can save yourself" Mother help me I have nowhere else to be Losing myself "Time for you to say farewell" If Lucifer was here beside me Would he rescue me and tell me I am worth it all even if I'm Born all wrong Heaven is not a place for me Breaking every rule to be I am not your Golden key No one even tried to save me Breaking slowly while I'm waiting Feeling myself slowly fade And only myself to blame