Voices

All these voices stuck in my head Make me wish I was fucking dead Rather fill my brain with this lead Instead of filling it with these meds But my pride won't let me just die I've still got some shit I can try I did not think that suicide Would ever pop up on my mind I don't know where to begin They've been with me through thick and thin But now they fry my brain just like some motherfucking chicken skin With all this fucking bickering It's sickening I close my eyes and all I see is flickering And then they start the whispering Like, "yo man, I think you might die" Nah, f*ck that man, trust me, I'm fine I've just got some shit on my mind "Go see the doc, we might run out of time" Nah, f*ck that, we've been there before This time I'd rather end up on the floor They said nothing was wrong, I should just sleep some more So shut the f*ck up, you dumb fucking whore "No, don't sleep, you might never wake up" Well, that's fine, cause right now I don't give a f*ck Trust me, these days death would be a kindness I'd rather have that than to walk around mindless All these voices stuck in my head Make me wish I was fucking dead Rather fill my brain with this lead Instead of filling it with these meds But my pride won't let me just die I've still got some shit I can try I did not think that suicide Would ever pop up on my mind F*ck it man, I'm sick of you And that other dickhead too First I got some shit to do Then I'm getting rid of you "Come on dude, we all know there's no getting rid of us No need to kick up a fuss Today, we'll keep it on the hush" Enough These pills will go down the drain Then you two will both do the same "Nah, look homie, nothing will change Cause we're always inside your brain" Well I no longer need your help I'm gonna talk to someone else Maybe you'll actually go to hell If I speak to God himself "Come on dude, we told you, God, he don't exist It's just a fucking myth Stop being a little bitch" Well I just got this feeling I need something to believe in It seems that to rhyme is my only fucking reason So you're leaving That's that "But what if we come back?" Come back? F*ck that Then it's time to get that gat Splat All these voices stuck in my head Make me wish I was fucking dead Rather fill my brain with this lead Instead of filling it with these meds But my pride won't let me just die I've still got some shit I can try I did not think that suicide Would ever pop up on my mind