Where's Lucky?

Happy ain't a feeling, it's a drug Is it okay to fall in and out of love? I play it cool and throw it off with just a shrug But I really need a hug or your love Mess me up with your touch Love drunk, baby I've been needing another bump Undone, every step that I take a mistake I can tell by the state of your face Ruin my night just to try and have a name Don't wanna fight boy, I only want the grave Some would say you've changed but you really stayed the same Now the lames know You're nothing but a phony and fake You can force a smile but it won't reciprocate So now you're staring blank in the mirror thinking "Great. Get to live another day, full of hate" Try explain? Just get labelled as insane Happy ain't a feeling, it's a drug Is it okay to fall in and out of love? I play it cool and throw it off with just a shrug But I really need a hug or your love Mess me up with your touch Playing games for the worse types of people My apologies if I'm not very kinda when I meet you I thought I'd die and become see through I wanna redo, I want a redo Everything I promise, slowly moulds to rotten My life is just a coffin waiting for the dead Overthrow the plottin', scheme on those forgotten Don't aim for the bottom, shoot straight for his head In between the eyes Me? Oh my, how the time flies It's do or die but who am I to break the guidelines The only rule that I follow, is to always feel hollow You could say I'm self-destructive But that would require production A beast made of some purer substance Has refuelled my goal of becoming nothing Happy ain't a feeling, it's a drug Is it okay to fall in and out of love? I play it cool and throw it off with just a shrug But I really need a hug or your love Mess me up with your touch Happy ain't a feeling, it's a drug Is it okay to fall in and out of love? I play it cool and throw it off with just a shrug But I really need a hug or your love Mess me up with your touch You're my one You're my one