Chapter Five :: Godzilla

Said I wanted solace just so that I could exist I was struggling for knowledge, cords were so hard to untwist I said I wanted calm Maybe I wanted bliss I don't know what I wanted But I never wanted this A real man steps up when it's time to be strong A real man has a mission and a place to belong A real man lives by his word there ain't no stringing along I thought I was a real man I guess I got that wrong You got everything you wanted and now still you want some more What, what you wanted wasn't what you got not what you signed up for Now you're moving like Godzilla with destruction in your wake Don't claim pure intentions when you just want to escape You got everything you wanted and now still you want some more What, what you wanted wasn't what you got not what you signed up for Now you're moving like Godzilla with destruction in your wake Don't claim pure intentions when you just want to escape, you lil' bitch Okay, fine - if I got to I'll be the bad guy at the end of the day But just know that That I'm lost too But I hope it helps the pain go away Look, okay - fine If I got to I'll be the bad guy at the end of the day But just know that That I'm lost too But I hope it helps the pain go away Said I wanted life, wanted to bounce back I said I wanted peace, from sickening acts Of suicidal tendencies just so I can relax But now my life is just stress and panic attacks And there ain't no-one else to blame but me and that's real Checkmate at every turn, there ain't no cutting a deal Back then I said forever and it feels so surreal Cuz now I'm forced to say some things just so that we can heal