Dark Times

It's dark times On a road that leads to somewhere I feel forsaken Suffocating Bitch ain't no air I brought people on Thinking that they would care But instead I was deceived Due to their own affairs Sent 'em packing Cause they never ever were there I sent 'em packing Cause they forgot that I was there I trusted them Like they was a nigga heirs 'Til I saw the envy in they eyes Starting up a warfare Been through so much shit I was so naive Built a wall of red brick Keep out all deceit But your hate tried to put a nigga on his knees Make a nigga feel the grief Choking me I couldn't breathe Slap a lock on some chains And then toss the key Beat a nigga senseless 'Til y'all let me leave Now a nigga home free While y'all wanting for beef Cause I never like to admit that I like to slay the beast Your name ain't on the roll Cause you absentee If you think you hitting hard I'll beat you til' you bleed Don't nobody know hate 'Til they can't sleep Don't nobody know fake 'Til you feeling all deceit Don't nobody know good Til it's evil that you meet Ain't nobody really smart Less they in the streets Don't nobody got your back Cause they in it for the greed Ain't nobody really patient They wanna eat what you eat See I went to the gym Like a barber Shaped up Laid f*ck niggas off one by one Like a pay cut These fuckers can't play me Cause I ain't King Tut Either say it to my face Orally keep your mouths shut Went off on a nigga And a couple too Family members know it alls When it comes to you Acting like they know what's best When they gossip too These niggas really think I'm stupid When they really are the fools How you see me in my whip Turn your head And then leave? How you say love your blood? But always fight us, G? You ain't cool with your cousin Cause I'm being me? If you ain't cool with me I guess you never will be So take your sorry ass on nigga Suck these Cause if I get better off Don't be crawling out to me Talking 'bout you proud of a nigga Yeah, right Nigga, please You like every other snake Tryna bite me They bullshit stuck with a nigga to this day But that shame never ever went away Now I know Better than ever What I really wanna say Cause I don't regret any moment Pushing everyone away Cause they never really checked up When our daddy went away Yeah, they never checked up When uncle said to anyway So quit claiming that you changed When your respect for family and myself Is always locked away I was in these niggas corners While they fed me bullshit I was in all these niggas corners Now I see they hypocrites Ain't nothing more to say Less I roast the whole clique I'd love to shoot my gun But they ain't worth a clip Don't beg for my forgiveness You shattered my respect Don't beg for my forgiveness When you caused me unrest You ain't worth my time now I hope that you perplexed See I'm feeling no remorse When I'm taking heads It's dark times So I'm tryna elevate It's dark times So I'm tryna motivate See I ain't gone lie I seen better days Y'all will never catch me hating The way y'all hate everyday