!N the Moment

Life's a mystery; gettin out the misery Stuck in btwn ya history and whts meant to be But don't pity me; I ain't the fool mister t I'm in the books like I'm in the streets Wit mind ova matter; had a 92 in chemistry Granted I been got in the groove physically Juss missed a beat; silly me I ain't usually middle c Is you kiddin me; been too sharp since elementary Now face the music like a symphony I'll instrumentally be all I'm a pursue eventually Been in the mix like Kid Capri; to never see these records beat I'm leavin with the lead like Pistol Pete Thts why I'm comin wit heat; in the streets or industry I'm doin niggas like they did to me Since revenge is sweet; I'm finna floss more than dentists' teeth Heard money talks; watch me figure speech I want it all plus the kitchen sink Before I'm gone without shit to keep Like wht it cost for a century? A pass to walk outta prison free? Or back in the garden once I picked the tree? Father forgive me; they ain't offerin Any Its a hard knock Christmas Eve; Santa Claus ain't visit me; a kid too salty to trick to treat Now an adult; I'm juss standin tall on my dignity Wit long memory; when I was too short Now I'm like born again Pimp C but still ain't get 6 feet And this be the drama; I'm a pause her mid sentence like a comma When she try to hit me wit how don't you remember me Like bitch since when you been missin me Might've lost my mind but not my identity; nor my pride or self esteem So let me breathe and rest in peace Ya killin me well at least my vibe In the end I'll achieve wit God but in the meantime I need a new nigga for this black cloud to follow Cause while it's over me it's too dark to see tomorrow God cause its hard tryna make ends meet You haters better come prepared wit prayer; thts ya only hope 10-4? I come in clear no 5-0 wit strobes Don't want em near like fine hoes who broke I tell em both ain't shit on me; I ain't scorin dope or par for the course Tryna stay up out the hole and the courts like Can't a young nigga juss ball anymore? Cross the globe trottin takin shots toward his goals No holds barred; befo they drop me in my hole; every moment I'm a own