Trust

I can't take it anymore I'm losing my control I can't take it anymore Why do you have to be so far I don't know how to live without you Losing myself with every song I can't sing to you I don't wanna sing along anymore You're my co-star, my loving arms And I tell myself I'll be fine Even if you're not by my side I don't wanna ask why But I see you're doing pretty fine Maybe I should ask her Maybe she's my backup The one to lift me up when I'm down The one to pick me up off the ground When I'm falling Since I was 17 She was in my thoughts and dreams She was the co-star in my future beliefs And I told her every day she is perfect for me And I told her one day this isn't working I wish I could get that back I hate myself for that I wish I could back track I was so wrong for that She held it strong and intact But my love was in the past I'm surprised I let go so easily I wish I could get it back I'll never forgive myself But I know one day you'll find someone to love And I'll still trust you forever