Spending Nights Alone

I don't even know what my thoughts are I honestly don't know I don't know Please listen to me Please listen to me baby Please listen to me to me Please listen to me to me Got so much to say Not gon purp my soul went down the drain Even if I make it I probably won't be the same They said that they with me, but I'm alone in the rain Jae you gon be okay Jae just make sure every single night you pray pray Wanted you by my side but you left I thought you woulda stayed Said she lied to my face so I would stay safe Said she left my side cuz she really didn't feel safe Asked me if I'm good, I just tell them I'm feeling ok Lights turn off Mind start racing Smile when I'm nervous mama I know that it's not a game I know it's not a game mama Know it's not a game mama I'm in so much pain mama I'm sorry my mama Sorry that i did this Yea I'm so sorry mama But I keep my head strong Gotta keep my head high Mama I don't wanna go Mama I don't wanna die Wanna stay strong for you I don't really wanna cry Say save it for the judge I don't wanna see the judge What if he just judge me Off some shit he don't know Sell my car pronto I need my lawyer pronto Imma miss my dawgs Imma miss my bros Imma miss my clothes Imma miss my shoes Imma miss the outside Imma miss you too Coming from my heart god damn say something Say something to me to me Say something to me to me Don't act like I'm not here, please say something to me Damn lost all my love Damn where the love go Promise imma fix this Your heart imma fix it My heart imma fix this My mind imma fix this Baby just talk to me, 2 minutes real quick Jae what you charged with Shit I got charges Tears going down my eyes but I'm going regardless Please Please listen to me baby Please listen to me baby One last time for me I want less time for me I want less time for me I don't want 3 years I want me parole I can't go back I can't go back You don't know what I seen I can't go back I don't know what's gon happen But I'm still praying Gotta keep my head up that goes without saying F*ck man Do I even wanna be remembered