Young N Numb

I know you hate me too, but I hate myself too I know you fuckin' hate me, you don't gotta say it You hate my name, I hate yours too, girl, quit fuckin playin Got me blocked om everything that I'm always on But I've been all up on my own since a little boy And I know you got jealous from the bitch I text But it wasn't what it seemed, was about sex but your trippin' every time that I'm on my phone Started questionin' every single person I text Should've you from the start, that we was just friends But I dug a hole too deep, and didn't second guess Till you went up on my phone, and we was in bed Seen a noti got pissed, then you fuckin' left Didn't mean to fuckin' hurt you, but the damage done Can't repay you for the pain that I've fuckin' done Left alone with mad guilt, now my feelings numb You don't know, how bad, a nigga fuckin' feelin' dumb Can't take it back, I gotta face the facts You fuckin' hate me, cause the way I act You fuckin' hate me, and I understand But girl, I hate me too, but I'ma still be mad At this f*ck-ass world, everything isn't what it seems I hide my tears behind a smile, don't want you to see And I act happy almost every single day But inside of my mind, a nigga fuckin' screams, wait I know you hate me too, but girl, I hate myself