The Breakup Letter

I went to my mother who gave me this book A letter to a young poet, Rainer Maria Rilke He's a fabulous writer A fella used to write to him and say I wanna be a writer, please read my stuff And Rilke says to this guy don't ask me about being a writer If when you wake up in the morning you can think of nothing but writing then you're a writer I'm gonna say the same thing to you If you wake up in the morning and you can't think of anything but singing first then you're supposed to be a Singer Uhh started off just like every Other one. Cupid headshot I'm in LOVE again. Sundresses come out When the summer come. Quarantine sex higher then its Ever been. Met a lil baddie with a Nice smile, already I can read she Already down, said she couldn't Wait to meet cuz she heard my Sound, right when I wasn't looking guess what I found, Now I'm in love, but can't show It, this happened right at the Beginning of covid, I'm walking Round like life is a stroll and world In my hands And I felt I could control it BOY was I wrong? It didn't take Long That SHE would be out of world Like my flow, huh Let me JOG my memory before I Go on Don't wanna spill the beans, only Middle of the song I gave you whatever you wanted You gave me whatever I needed, Yeah The difference between you and Me Is when I love, it's harder to leave, Girl I gave you whatever you wanted You gave me whatever I needed, Yeah The difference between you and Me Is this loves JUST harder to leave Uh, a few months later, now we In Duluth I'm looking at her like, damn, girl, You the truth Italian spot with a lakeside view I asked her while eating in the Booth Do you see a future between me And you Her reply was a lie She said, I'm your wife, Ray, why Would I lie Guess it's my fault that I took that Stride December 14th, now things going Bad I can see it in her eyes that she's Sad Won't look me in the eyes when She mad Stop liking all my little new raps What's wrong, baby, what's up With us She said, sometimes love ain't Enough There's a few things I wanna Discuss Is it rap or me that you want Do you really even see what I want I wanna move Minnesota, got Your love This ain't looking too healthy for Us Plus the age gap we got ain't a Plus I said, whoa, baby, please can you Calm down You know it's hard when you're Wearing this crown But I love you and I can change Now She said, see, that's exactly what I Don't want You can change for me, but I Won't budge Got different views when we Wake up I can feel she really made her Mind up I ain't perfect, but feel I didn't F*ck up I never hit you, I never cheated I never argued unless I had a real Reason The fact that you left me for no Real reason Got me up all night just writing And thinking Hard to say it that she's a fool and I'm a fool Who am I to say it but I'm still Alive No thanks to you She's the reason why my heart is Overdue All I can say is that she's a fool and I'm a fool All I can say is that she's a fool and I'm a fool All in my head, but I'm still alive No thanks to you She's not the reason why my heart Is so blue All I can say is that she's a fool and I'm a fool