EMOTIONAL SUICIDE

You're in my dreams every fucking night, when I wake up your the first thing on my mind I don't care about the past, I just got a question to ask I'd like to know where we will go from here on out I'd like to know where this will go, what's this about Is this a waste of time, is it all a lie Is it suicide, is it all a lie Is this a waste of time, all a lie, is this an emotional suicide Do you cross your heart hope to die that this ain't all a lie I'm done with love I've tried a thousand times Every plot and scheme just to make you mine I'm going crazy girl I'm looking for a sign Until you give it to me I guess I'll sit around and Wait by the door and by the phone and have faith That it's everything you promised don't take It'll wait for me I need you to see you're my therapy but I need validation cuz I'm always overthinking Grab the fucking bottle every night I'm over drinking Will you fucking stay, will you stay for me I'd like to know where we will go from here on out I'd like to know where this will go, what's this about Is this a waste of time, is it all a lie Is it suicide, is it all a lie Is this a waste of time, all a lie, is this an emotional suicide Do you cross your heart hope to die that this ain't all a lie