SAVIOR

I lost my mind this year I chased a girl I couldn't find, I got too high, I Saw the colors of music I can't write I'm saving room for some music that feels right And when I write, I find I can't tell a lie Anymore, I spent years writing in metaphors, I Spent years skirting around 4/4 'Cause if you find the downbeat you might hear my soul If you move to my beat, I might tell you more I might tell you Anyway, I'm just calling the line They sent me to, I've called four damn times A six figure price on this eight-bar demise Sending sob story notes to ten professors Once you pick up the phone I'll perform even better Goddamn, it's been one hell of a first semester Weigh me down, down, down, down, down, down Weigh me down, down, down, down, down, down I'm just calling to say I'm down Down, down, down, down, down, down, down, down Pick up the phone, my dear You're the only one I like, the only one I tried, I Don't wanna scare you but I'm scared I'm not alive I came to tell you that I'm working on my Diary thoughts and the yoga mat sitting criss-cross butterfly Beside the dust my dreams have carried, must I relive this like I haven't self-diagnosed what it was? All of these years, I knew what it was Yeah, I knew it was Anyway, I'm just calling the line they sent me to I've called four damn times Weigh me down, down, down, down, down, down Weigh me down, down, down, down, down, down I'm just calling to say I'm down Down, down, down, down, down, down, down, down Oh, weigh me down, down, down, down, down, down Weigh me down, down, down, down, down, down I'm just calling to say I'm down Down, down, down, down, down, down, down, down I woke up her ex, like he'd save her Ran half a mile to call the cops on her Transformative my ass, I'm no savior Justice can wait for my friends to get better I got scared, I saw the knives were on her I led the search, yeah I was the traitor I was the traitor I got your hospital bill, I'm no savior I was the traitor I got your hospital bill, I'm no savior I was the traitor I got your hospital bill, I'm no savior I got your hospital bill, I… I'm no savior I got your hospital bill, I… I'm no savior Oh, I'm no savior