THERAPY SESSION

I don't even know where to start, doc, I'm feeling numb, Every day I wake up, wishing I could just be done, I've been drowning in this darkness, no light in sight, Thinking 'bout ending it all, maybe tonight's the night. Lost my job, lost my fam, can't find a reason to live, Tried praying to God, but I got nothing left to give, I see people smiling, but all I feel is pain, Like I'm trapped in a storm, but never get any rain. I'm tired of pretending, of putting on a show, Deep down inside, man, I'm ready to let go, I look in the mirror, don't recognize who I see, A hollow shell of the man I used to be. Hold on, I hear you, don't let go, I know it's dark, but there's still hope, We can work through this, take it day by day, Just give it some time, don't throw it all away. I know you're hurting, but you're not alone, There's a light out there, let me help you find home, We can walk this path, step by step, Please don't give up, there's something left. Doc, you don't understand, I'm too far gone, All the love in the world, man, couldn't right my wrongs, I lost my wife, she took the kids and my soul, Now I'm stuck in this empty house, feeling so cold. You tell me to hold on, but for what? I'm tired of the pain, tired of this rut, Every night I cry, but no one hears me scream, It's like I'm stuck in a never-ending bad dream. I used to have dreams, used to have goals, Now I just got these demons that swallow me whole, You can't fix what's broken, I'm already dead inside, Just a matter of time before I take that ride. I hear your pain, I feel your grief, But there's still a way to find relief, Life's a battle, but you don't have to fight alone, We can make it through, we can bring you home. I know it's hard, but don't give in, There's still a chance, you can still win, One more day, just take a breath, There's life beyond this shadow of death. I'm sorry, doc, but this is goodbye, I appreciate your words, but it's all just a lie, You see, I've made my choice, I've made up my mind, No more pain, no more trying to find. I'm tired of the struggle, tired of the fight, I'm reaching for peace, I'm done with the night, You tried your best, but I'm too far gone, I'm sorry, doc, but I won't see dawn. This is it, I'm ending the pain, Don't blame yourself, there's nothing to gain, I'll find peace, in the dark, cold abyss, Just know, doc, I tried, but I can't do this. Wait, no, don't do this, there's more to say, You don't have to go, please stay, We can find a way out of this hell, Please don't leave me with just your farewell. I'm sorry, doc, but it's too late, This is my end, I've sealed my fate. No, wait, don't, you can still survive, But with one final breath, the man takes his life.