I'm Sorry

Waking up everyday feeling the damn pain I'll be the same even if I have a chain I may look okay but the happiness I drain Been sad why don't I shoot myself in my brain Everyones like hold up wait why are you sad Sorry but I can't answer that Ima bit mad When you get the fame, will you be glad? No, I'll always remember the hate I had I'm dead inside am I still alive I don't know if out in the world I'll even survive F*ck growing up I'd rather be the age of five Leave me the f*ck alone like 24/7 non stop strive Waking up everyday feeling the damn pain I'll be the same even if I have a chain I may look okay but the happiness I drain Been sad why don't I shoot myself in my brain Feeling depressed every single day F*ck living life is all I have to say Walk into the room people don't even say hey I don't think I'm worth it In my death bed I lay I say a lot how I want to die Only because In my bed everyday I cry Not takin no shit gonna knock the bitch out and say bye F*ck all these bitches all these friends are a lie Waking up everyday feeling the damn pain I'll be the same even if I have a chain I may look okay but the happiness I drain Been sad why don't I shoot myself in my brain