Jealousy

Walking all alone because i don't need friends My love is something i could never lends Laying on my bed wishing my life could ends Better hurry up or else suicide note in pens Searching for my happiness, nothing to search for Spent most of my year dating a whore I wish i could run away from the pain ten times four Wake up everyday and breathings just a war I've been waiting for you to notice me I've been waiting for you to love me I've been waiting for you to care for me Remain as something useless is all i'll be I may have wasted all my chances with you Feelings always down thank god i got my crew Have a different mind since i grew Remember what i've been saying is true Do you still even care about me Is there even anymore of we Without you i'm not me you see Broken hearted kids is all we'll be Everytime i breathe in sorrow fills my chest Saying it will get better but it wont im so stressed Heart beats slowly maybe i need some time to rest Maybe without me in your life be the best Walking all alone because i don't need friends My love is something i could never lends Laying on my bed wishing my life could ends Better hurry up or else suicide note in pens Searching for my happiness, nothing to search for Spent most of my year dating a whore I wish i could run away from the pain ten times four Wake up everyday and breathings just a war Age 7 I never wanted to die Age 10 that all changed I ask why Think I'm happy well I always cry 2016 suicide is something I try Look up and theres black in the sky Chilling with so much red in my eye Loved you but youd always lie Always wondered if you were seeing another guy Walking all alone because i don't need friends My love is something i could never lends Laying on my bed wishing my life could ends Better hurry up or else suicide note in pens Searching for my happiness, nothing to search for Spent most of my year dating a whore I wish i could run away from the pain ten times four Wake up everyday and breathings just a war