Almost Unreal

Looking at the black sky and feeling your presence What are you doing here? What am I doing here? I don't know, I'm just looking for my father But I don't remember his face I only remember the day that he abandoned my Mother for another woman And that bitch left him with the heartbroken I'm not asking for your forgiveness I only ask you to remember me Remember the son who wanted to be like you The stories you told me marked me forever All my life I tried to find myself And everything is almost unreal Maybe I have no idea what the world is like But you are not someone to tell me what to do with my life I tried to forget all your lies I tried to be blind to all your misdeeds I tried to deny you several times I tried everything But your shadow haunts me wherever I go Maybe I can never get rid of you because you're part of my blood The stories you told me marked me forever All my life I tried to find myself And everything is almost unreal Maybe I have no idea what the world is like But you are not someone to tell me what to do with my life The stories you told me marked me forever All my life I tried to find myself And everything is almost unreal Maybe I have no idea what the world is like But you are not someone to tell me what to do with my life All my life I tried to find myself and I tried to kill myself So many times because you always made me feel unreal All my life I tried to find myself and I tried to kill myself So many times because you always made me feel unreal All my life I tried to find myself and I tried to kill myself Because you always made me feel unreal