Content

I'm not content with where I am So that means every day I'm always workin' towards the plan I'm not content with who I am So every day I'm always tryna be a better man I said I know I know that I can grow Balance out my highs and lows 'Cause I've been in a slump you know But I've been down this road before I gotta go get it I gotta go get it I gotta go get it I gotta go get it The thing that makes me happy 'cause if not then I'll regret it 'Cause I keep myself in sadness loops, like way too often Over small things that don't matter much, so all I've gotten Is some wasted time, and regret for how I've handled stuff But no more, 'cause at this point I done had enough So all I wanna do is give back to the people close to me All the love, support and caring words that people show to me Roll in peace, yeah like Lil Kodak, wanna roll in peace New techniques, so that people start to notice me And say damn, that's the man we knew he could be And I might get the audience of fans I knew I could reach No hate, locate the path that I need to take To be great, create before it ends up too late And I sit back in a slump and ask why I wasn't chasin' Why I didn't stick with it, be a little more patient Could've been something amazing but now I'm stuck here replayin' Where I went wrong, what if I had never made a song Who would I know, where would I be Would I be happy, would I be free Would I be miserable, doin' the minimal Livin' so pitiful, would it be fixable Maybe it's not that bad, not that sad Maybe the music is really the not correct path But I hope it is, it's all that I'm good at And even my parents they now understood that I'm not content with where I am So that means every day I'm always workin' towards the plan I'm not content with who I am So every day I'm always tryna be a better man I'm scared to be nothin', to waste all they lovin' I'm tryna be somethin' so I just be buggin' About my career and the things that I'm doin' Like how Imma get to the goal I'm pursuing Am I to regret all the words that I'm spewing 'Cause Imma be dead if it doesn't work out Music is something I can't live without 'Cause I am not doin' this just for the clout The instrumentals act just like a journal you see To help me shake the dark clouds that be circling me That say I'm hateful and hurtful Cause me to lash out with verbal Attacks and insults I hurtle Right back at people that just wanna help But they don't seem to get through Even though time and time again the things I've done have hurt you Even though time and time again I've said I'll change all my ways But failed to do it and in turn, made you feel like I may Not care about you but I do, I say it proudly That's the truth It's just hard to change But trust me I hate it too Don't wanna push you away But damn it, I hate to lose And that's the problem, it's my pride I can't put it to the side So I gotta start a fight Apparently 'Cause I act on my emotions Primarily Even though it always causes Disparity And the fact that I'm aware makes it Clear to see that I'm not content with where I am So that means every day I'm always workin' towards the plan I'm not content with who I am So every day I'm always tryna be a better man I said I'm not content with where I am So that means every day I'm always workin' towards the plan I'm not content with who I am So every day I'm always tryna be a better man 'Till I'm Quite content with where I am But that don't mean that I ain't always workin' towards the plan And I'm content with who I am But that don't mean that I ain't tryna be a better man