Self

Stuck without a purpose Lost beneath the surface Of my own Decisions and permissions Feels like I'm Left here to stay Don't know how it got this way And I kept wasting I kept fading To throw away myself And anybody else So how do you find yourself? If you always wanna go Down your own damn road It's a lonesome quest And you won't find rest Till you find the self you loved who left No water but keep drowning Yet I'm still surrounding Myself with Smokescreens and fake scenes Feels like I Staged my own parade To leave the person I once made And I kept searching I kept learning To climb my own wall Before I start the fall So how do you find yourself? If you always wanna go Down your own damn road It's a lonesome quest And you won't find rest Till you find the self you loved who left Who left But don't dig the past These ideas should be trashed To come home If even alone