Abyss

I've been finding it really hard to believe that this is worth it For every time I start to believe we just scratch the surface Oh please, just let me be The only thing that I want is to let go, I fear that I won't know I find it really hard to believe that this isn't on purpose Do you see the way you've felt all day? Know it doesn't really matter, doesn't really matter anyway Let go and rest your mind 'Cause it doesn't really matter when there's really nothing left to find I've noticed that's it's prone to repeat, when we quickly adjourn it For you and I are stuck in our ways and at this point deserve it It seems I may not dream if all I wanted to do was to let go, and I'll never let go You and I were born to believe, that this is perfect So please learn this or you might burn Please burn this; did you not learn this? No, I lied I know I never really tried I know I lied I know I really never tried No, I lied I know I never really tried No, I lied I know I never really tried Do you see the way you've felt all day? Know it doesn't really matter, doesn't really matter anyway Let go rest your mind Because it doesn't really matter when there's really nothing left to find Would you believe I really want to succeed, but I'll just go back to sleep? Repeat after me "I really wanted to be someone" So stop - no, listen to what I say If what you want is this dream you'll see Just stop don't repeat I tried! I really want to believe you I do too