Insecurities (feat. Dis Chico)

Here I go talking to myself as if I'll get a response See Lately I been feeling like a pebble in a pond I just, I feel so lost can someone send me a sign Know that I'm a star but I just do not feel aligned And when they, ask how I feel and I say I'm doing fine Cause only I can understand what goes on in my mind You see, I don't bother venting to another person I tried too many times and it just never end up working Lord diminish all the people that ain't meant for me And bring in all the ones that was sent for me With your protection know they can not harm me physically I know what doesn't kill me is gone make me stronger mentally I took a vow to stay true to myself So don't you panic if you ever think I'm losing myself But tell me, what's the point of being the realest nigga walking When people still gone slander me the day I'm in a coffin I don't need your love I can't even trust All I see is lust Cause everything's a drug I don't need your love I can't even trust All I see is lust Cause everything's a drug Love won't heal this emptiness and I can't even front Searching for my soul I thought I found it in a blunt I'm tryna, figure out what is it that I really want So I roll my demons up them bitches smoking like some runts Will I be satisfied with all my prosperity Or do I want someone who gone be there for me Baby I been thuggin won't you please consider handling me carefully You can tell that I been broken I been moving carelessly I gotta sacrifice so I can see some gains So anything I lose I'm just gone charge it to the game Shooting for them riches ended up with fame I never wanted this shit and I put that on my name But, look at all my progress look at where I came Look at all my failures I don't look ashamed I did, all this shit cause I was Looking for a change But sometimes I think I grind so you won't look at me the same I don't need your love I can't even trust All I see is lust Cause everything's a drug I don't need your love I can't even trust All I see is lust Cause everything's a drug