Favorite Drug

When I need a drug my favorite is love But love is a dangerous drug, to me Overdosed on it too many times Left me with a dangerous mind Need a drug my favorite is love But love is a dangerous drug, to me I just pray that my angels above, Are watchin me with the same type of love For me, for me, for me now For me, was blind, I can see now You see, I need, to breath now If you let, me go, I'm free now I'm sober now My mind was getting scary like October now Couldn't look at my reflection now I hold it down Now it's in my way, I'm stronger than I ever been All done with the medicines Kicking demons out, my fault that I let em in I graduated my past, I need a letterman Ptsd from my skeletons I'm a veteran right now Lot of drugs I don't need I don't need em no more I need loved ones around me need to keep em, mm mm Lot of times I'm surprised that I'm still breathing, mm mm I was fiending, for temporary feelings till I crashed When I need a drug my favorite is love But love is a dangerous drug, to me I just pray that my angels above Are watching me with the same type of love Need a drug my favorite is love But love is a dangerous drug, to me I just pray that my angels above Are watching me with the same, Mm mm Used to hide a stash, In the cabinet from my dad Come to find out that he had, Bud that we could puff and pass Only if I knew that we could connect, that whole time Second that we smoked it out inside that basement, we were fine Only time will tell that drugs and love been mutual So usuable, but don't abuse Im zoomed but it ain't suitable Cause love kills, drugs kill Both can make you feel unreal Got this dopamine inside me still And when I was young I popped a pill For fake feelings I thought I'd feel Can't buy love, I tried still Problems gone, made a mill Problems gone Once I make a mill But wait a minute, it's all a figment Looking for shit that's not a gimmick Tryna find my better self No medication, I need the vision 2020 Ain't nothing funny, need more love in 2020 This is lovely, love the feeling I'm like a druggie I need it now I'm itching for the mirror to love me Cause I love myself and I need my health In 2020