Till I'm Bleeding

Till i'm bleeding So hard on myself cuz I need it I'd rather die than to quit and be defeated F*ck whoever doubted All my life, been mistreated Im beating on my brain till it's bleeding Why Cause i'm the fucking best and I believe it Dying Told them bout the heights that i'm reaching Crying They just wanna stop me from breathing F*ck You Holding on to life and Im squeezing Lying Forgot about the past for a reason Dying Told them bout the heights that i'm reaching Gotta Push the fuckin boundary till I'm bleedin F*ck you All the situations I been tossed in Bullshit Feel stuck in the places that i'm locked in Toxic Hometown, but don't belong in Boston Hard nights Your bad vibes were making me exhausted F*ck off Spoke on how I felt, but then you run off Bitch I have put blood sweat and tears in all of my Songs You don't see that, when I blow up you'll be like come on Jarid man, you my dawg Remember I helped you when your mama Was on fucking your ass, what Shut the f*ck up, do you ever hear yourself Where the f*ck were you at when I was promoting music Tell me where we're you when I failed as a college student Where the f*ck were you at when I felt like I was useless Really where were you when I felt suicidal, wait Next topic Don't get me going I should be less honest Techtonic Built up a lotta stress until I slept on it Start over Point is, f*ck your ego, can't wait to flex on it Im beating on my brain till it's bleeding Why Cuz i'm the fucking best and I believe it Dying Told them bout the heights that I'm reaching Crying Cuh they just wanna stop me from breathing F*ck You I'm holding on to life and Im squeezing Lying Forgot about the past for a reason Dying Told them bout the heights that I'm reaching Gotta Push the fuckin boundary till I'm bleedin F*ck you Y'all got me heated on some hot shit Real shit Just tryna make something y'all can rock with Feel it Y'all doubted my skill hoping I lost it Feeling Like I no longer should get these options Weakness Beating on your head like a mosh pit Yo fault You just run around tryna start shit On God You come back to me to steal my profits No Cap Ain't no prophecy cuz I'm the prophet Ya Bitch An there's no privacy when I am honestly rich There's no calling me when I am conscious & lit How the f*ck'd you think that you could doubt on the kid Then expect a royal treatment, when you far from a king Get out of my face, you a pimple, a disgrace You tried to make me hate myself, but you just got replaced I don't live by the law, but keep it brief like a case All the shit that I saw, makes me think I'm never safe