Barely There

It's been a long time I know That doesn't mean I wanna go I don't want to stand out Promise just to keep me low I'll pretend not to mind When you push me aside You're talking behind my back You promised you would keep me low I don't want to know If you'll ever show How much you don't care Damage to repair I don't want to fight it Cause I know you'll like it Seeing me this way Stretched out into space I've been searching for someone All my life To seem less silent Sometimes I'll Be feeling a little Paralyzed Can't seem to enjoy it Awful times When I'm with you Paranoid Cause I can't find you Anywhere Cause I feel that You're barely there And now you've left me Beyond repair I can feel what you talk about Feel like I've uncovered how You're not who you say you are But it's all over now And they all still say to me How I should still feel free Next to you just feels so far I still think it's over now I don't want to know If you'll ever show How much you don't care Damage to repair I don't want to fight it 'Cause I know you'll like it Seeing me this way Stretched out into space I've been searching for someone All my life To seem less silent Sometimes I'll Be feeling a little Paralyzed Can't seem to enjoy it Awful times When I'm with you Paranoid Cause I can't find you Anywhere Cause I feel that You're barely there And now you've left me Beyond repair I know what you think about me What you think you have found A place where you can trick me Keep me from turning around I feel what you still say to me Just to keep me on the ground I'm leaving without you When you think I won't make a sound I've been searching for someone All my life To seem less silent Sometimes I'll Be feeling a little Paralyzed Can't seem to enjoy it Awful times When I'm with you Paranoid Cause I can't find you Anywhere Cause I feel that You're barely there And now you've left me Beyond repair Don't you worry about the time You don't need to be by my side I can feel you're barely there And still don't give any thought to spare