Castles (feat. Paper Rose Haiku)

I take seasons granted Made my memory define them Caught a glimpse of my true self between the mirror and lighting I hear mothers and daughters get turned to ashes and fossils But their love will carry on in indescribable colors I feel so empty inside Sometimes I fight for my life In a cafe eating bagels with cream cheese on the side I accept it with credence My word is all the I am Someday I'll know I'm not complete until I see for myself Nathan said when I'm on tour he plays my songs just to hear my voice Ten years ago I put my life against my music I still fear my choice Think I get the cliche, If it's got to be time lost, I wouldn't lose it any other way Something don't sit right with me Reaction go: ándale, on delay Can't hold on to moments I want to, but dark and narcosis can stream through my consciousness Love it to death, but I can not rest on my laurels or play the game safe Coveted mess, I represent the percentage of those who can not be erased Think I feel a little different Eyes roll back in my head I be on and off but I feel it God, how I did I make a mess? Think its high time I live my life for myself All the love that I have, is all the love to be left One Dancing with the fire Shadows growing dangerous creation of my mind Stand tall beyond horizontal line I reach out towards the emptiness willing stars to align As castles fall That day to day will kill you, rip the fuse up out the gas light Trusted mediation and those thoughts that made me feel fine The cracks along my eyes that told me every story The voice that lifted power and persistence when I never spoke it Had a dream in Ohio LeBron James stabbed in the street Woke up the next morning and said it didn't mean a thing Right then I knew where my pen on pad could be shifted from Covered myself and begin to run Ran to shelter that gave me one Dancing with the fire Shadows growing dangerous creation of my mind Stand tall beyond horizontal line I reach out towards the emptiness willing stars to align As castles fall I think I feel a little different Eyes in the back of my head, I can see things now (as castles fall) Think I know what the name is But never felt so faceless (as castles fall) I think I feel a little different Eyes in the back of my head, I can see things now (as castles fall) Think I know what the name is But never felt so faceless (as castles fall)