I HATE EVERYTHING

Listen to what I say I hate I hate everything I just want it to matter for once in my life (I hate I hate everything) I get lost in my brain stuck in my thoughts but I Lay here and wonder how I forgot What it's like to be happy again Wish I didn't lose my friends Push away my feelings hide all my emotions I don't talk to you cause I'm scared of devotion My last girl fucked that up for you Left me with these trust issues Listen to what I say I hate I hate everything I just want it to matter for once in my life (I hate I hate everything) I wake up against my will I don't wanna go out I don't wanna feel A single thing today pop another pill And let it fade away that's just how we deal Push away my feelings hide all my emotions I don't talk to you cause I'm scared of devotion My last girl fucked that up for you Left me with these trust issues Listen to what I say I hate I hate everything I just want it to matter for once in my life one time I just wanna wake up and be fine one time yeah Toxic hearts lost in the dark looking for a way out but the truth is far How were we to know it would be this hard There's no remedy for a broken heart Listen to what I say I hate I HATE EVERYTHING Listen to what I say I hate I hate everything I just want it to matter for once in my life (I hate I hate everything) I just want it to matter for once in my life (I hate I hate everything)