Sleeping With the Enemy

Sometimes I think this world's a simulation The way that certain things just happen with no explanation Just like the time I went to go to tell my mom I'm quittin' school She laughed at me and said that this is just an April Fools Sorry mom, but I'm for real (for real) I'm done with livin' our poor life, there's just a bigger deal (deal) I'm way too old for you to beat me (nah) I just want you to treat me like a person with a choice (choice) And now for my decision, I'm a person with a voice Now I'm hittin' a wall And it all comes apart See a light in the dark And it's blindin' my eyes, oh Now I feel like someone's watchin' me (yeah) And someone else is watchin' them And I'm sleepin' with the enemy, yeah Actin' like they were my friends It's never easy on the road Shut down many times, I've been alone Cry, I'm fully grown I'm overloaded with emotions Overwhelmin' with emotions and a view That this is just a movie with a crew I hate when overthinkin' makes me wanna find a new Or when the people find a reason just to hate on you I came with nothin' on me, I'll leave with nothin' on me I guess the time that's in between is for the view and only I know where they're hidin' It don't make me excited I know that they won't like it But I gotta break free Now I'm hittin' a wall (now I'm hittin' a wall) And it all comes apart (and it all comes apart) See a light in the dark (see another light) And it's blindin' my eyes, oh (oh) Now I feel like someone's watchin' me, yeah And someone else is watchin' them And I'm sleepin' with the enemy, yeah Actin' like they were my friends