Desolation

Music on speakers We're in a sauna Hotbox it's lukewarm Drinks, liters. Food and no drama Nonstop, greener got beats on drinking vodka Thoughts peace, yawning. Friends sleeping Not movin' yeah I don't wanna This morning I was stressing, now we are hotboxed like a sauna Mourning bout the past and now we are hotboxed like a sauna Not stopping till I'm locked up and that's on my momma I was stressing, now we are hotboxed like a sauna Mourning bout the past and now we are hotboxed like a sauna Listening to music getting interesting Whispering what I'm hearing. What am I witnessing Head tingling, body stiffening. Gotta keep disciplined Feel vibes distancing, mood lessening, get me out it's getting sickening Trip is going worse, mouth metallic and body warm Blood flowing, pulse quicker, everybody gone Friends not empathetic, they're laughing Head throbbing, I hear knocking, no ones at the door Bed, locked-in. Honestly shocking. Feel like a swollen corpse Friend walks in. Flawlessly walking. For me his face is warped Abnormal but not distorted Asks if I want some more Listening to music getting interesting Whispering what I'm hearing. What am I witnessing Head tingling, body stiffening. Gotta keep disciplined Feel vibes distancing, mood lessening, get me out it's getting sickening Listening to music getting interesting Whispering what I'm hearing. What am I witnessing Head tingling, body stiffening. Gotta keep disciplined Feel vibes distancing, mood lessening, get me out it's getting sickening Okay that's it, get out of this place Don't stay. Okay, run out with no trace No way. Okay, without any pace No haste. Okay, without any aim Off track, lost and can't find my way Stop, step back. Run back I'm astray Vision gone black, Can't see light of the day Living life like that, why was I that way Okay that's it, get out of this place Don't stay. Okay, run out with no trace No way. Okay, without any pace No haste. Okay, without any aim Off track, lost and can't find my way Stop, step back. Run back I'm astray Vision gone black, Can't see light of the day Living life like that, why was I that way Listening to music getting interesting Whispering what I'm hearing. What am I witnessing Head tingling, body stiffening. Gotta keep disciplined Feel vibes distancing, mood lessening, get me out it's getting sickening