lemme die!

Arms heavy knees weak, i lose all my power Wait another week. flesh still burning in the shower Try to step can't stand up on my feet Bang my head against the concrete They say get some help, that's not what i need And i can't go back, no ctrl+alt+del I, question my mind cause its so blurry Why, can't you just be straight with me Please tell, why my head keeps on betraying me To hell, with this brain when i am on my knees Please stop tryna kill me for a second, let me second guess it Guessin' that these feelings that i'm having force me to my dresser Got no guns in my possession, have to improvise So much blood that i lost all my appetite All those friends of mine i despise I spy with my eye, any fucker that would care i would end my life Let me die I, question my mind cause its so blurry Why, can't you just be straight with me Please tell, why my head keeps on betraying me To hell, with this brain when i am on my knees