Idiosyncratic

I need a lover I need a friend I need someone to care for to the very end I need to get right I need to bend like a rubber band or a tree in the wind I don't know what it is, Evade my analysis Trying to rationalise the reason why romance is dead I can't pretend to enjoy this The grass always seems greener when you're looking from the other side Paradoxically I'm scared of committing I can't put my heart on the line yet another time Say you can see Say you can see How love causes us injury I wanna be I wanna be Confident in loving fearlessly Yearning, I'm searching for answers that lie within Observing my workings, they're idiosyncratic Please don't tell my future lover How much I'm willing to suffer I was meant to be alone Like my mother, I'm her clone She didn't know how to love and for it she wound up alone I am scared of the unknown I might need a chaperone, then I'm faced with a relationship and I want to explode I need a lover I need a friend I need someone to care for to the very end I need to get right I need to bend like a rubber band or a tree in the wind I don't know what it is, Evade my analysis Trying to rationalise the reason why romance is dead I can't pretend to enjoy this The grass always seems greener when you're looking from the other side Paradoxically I'm scared of committing I can't put my heart on the line yet another time Say you can see Say you can see How love causes us injury I wanna be I wanna be Confident in loving fearlessly Yearning, I'm searching for answers that lie within Observing my workings, they're idiosyncratic Please don't tell my future lover How much I'm willing to suffer I survived a war called love Replay the memories 'til I'm numb