Hectic

I put in work I been wanting it so bad it is a curse I been pushing it no matter if it hurt I been picking up myself but is it worth Cause at times I do feel that It's fucking dicey If I do not end up making it I might see Myself forsaken and with no one here beside me But I do not have a choice nothing excites me Apart from doing what I do I'm going psycho Cannot sleep at night I feel like I need NyQuil I been doing this so long where did my life go? Back to doing this tomorrow it's a cycle I do not know nothing else so I am Doubling down Mothafuckas wanna laugh cause I'm struggling now Too much trouble in my past it ain't settling down The rumble in my head is a villainous sound I'd be humble but I guess that's irrelevant now You don't know about the path you ain't never been brown I'd put my city on the map if you could even pronounce We been looking for some love just a little amount But it never been found And it's sickening How we on to this shit like it's nicotine How we gonna forget we were withering This is all that we get considering Every song every set is so riveting I'll be going for the neck f*ck the little things We should not be tested it's triggering Make your heart beat fast like I'm Ritalin I know I didn't rest I put in work I been wanting it so bad it is a curse I been pushing it no matter if it hurt I been picking up myself but is it worth Cause at times I do feel that It's fucking dicey If I do not end up making it I might see Myself forsaken and with no one here beside me But I do not have a choice nothing excites me Apart from doing what I do I'm going psycho Cannot sleep at night I feel like I need NyQuil I been doing this so long where did my life go? Back to doing this tomorrow it's a cycle I do not know nothing else so I am Giving it my all for the love of it Had a couple falls but I never quit Like I'd have withdrawals if I ever did Had a bad link. With a saw then I severed it They all like to talk bout my rhetoric About where I'm from what my colour is Trying their luck like I'm delicate But I ain't give a f*ck like I'm celibate To hell with it man I got my sight set So I ain't really hear em like a mic check And no I ain't a killer but I might yet And I ain't got no ceilings like a wide deck I don't pop that shit I don't like that How hectic can my life get? I'm that kid who gon fight back Against all odds I put in work I been wanting it so bad it is a curse I been pushing it no matter if it hurt I been picking up myself but is it worth Cause at times I do feel that It's fucking dicey If I do not end up making it I might see Myself forsaken and with no one here beside me But I do not have a choice nothing excites me Apart from doing what I do I'm going psycho Cannot sleep at night I feel like I need NyQuil I been doing this so long where did my life go? Back to doing this tomorrow it's a cycle I do not know nothing else so I am