YEARLY REFLECTION

There's a minute of guessing, a whole lot of stressing Darkness - depression, I feel I'm stuck in the tension Give me a second, a moment of peace Left without mention, left me with a lease A whole in my heart tell me where do I start It ripped me apart another trick you call art Cause you seemed so happy and i thought you were smart Playing the victim kept me in the dark I'm trapped in the seams My emotions are holding onto a thought of release But the only way is out and I just cannot seem To find the courage to move on I'm on the decrease I hope you find what you need Cause it was clearly not me A yearly reflection, one that sparks my aggression Wish I had moved on and found another way to ease the tension It only grew stronger and I found drugs to cope with my pain and depression The only thing different is I'm numb to indifference The pain that comes in an instant I'm used to the demons that visit I need them they keep from ending it all in a minute I thought passions would keep me from thinking this way But passions distract them the demons they stay They find their way back from the maze you create Only to latch onto that passion as it slowly decays