Afraid (Outro)

Know what's crazy? I didn't think it had to even Come to this point Shit got me sad a little bit I can't even lie Got me in my feelings Usually not like this but I blame you Uh To lose you is to never see again I need you in my life cause truthfully you are my only friend It seems my feelings from within only bleed through the pen N no I can't pretend that we'd be better off as fucking friends Cause if I did I'd be lying on the inside I'm dying Outside I am smiling constantly denying trying to hide the pain Nothing has been the same Hoping that things will change But we steady drifting in two separate lanes Tell me why we can't be on the same page or sing the same tunes Get along while in the same room this shit is in doom I don't know what to do I don't know what to say All I can do is pray for better and brighter days hoping that you stay And never leave when I'm in need You the wind beneath my wings, you the air I need to breathe Maybe that's dramatic or even problematic Either way I need your heart can't let nobody else have it No Yea yea Yea yea I said I'm afraid Fearful Oh Fearful Yea yea I'm afraid of losing you Losing you I said I'm not scared I'm not scared of lions tigers and bears Naw But I'm scared of losing you that is true Never knew how much I needed you without you in the dark Can't function without you You the reactor and I'm Stark So how we grow apart N lose connection like we underground Trying to talk to you n i can't even get a fucking sound Like do you hear me Are you even listening Oh you tied up with other niggas They my competition? Naw They can't f*ck with the boy These niggas build to destroy And I build to make noise For everyone and my fam Yea I am who I am And if I wasn't why the hell would I say that I am And no I'll never change For no money or for no fame A lot of niggas fall victim to shit that come with the game Got god on my side n the devil keep calling my name Praying on my downfall Must come with wedding the game Hip hop I said I do I said I do I said I fucking do Yea yea Forever n ever Forever Till eternity Till the end