In Her Abyss

I was patient and I was taught to stay at home, live my life as an idiot kid So that's what I did Until you came around I started phasing out You hit me with some type of poison just to take me down It didn't take me down Until I let you break me down I just wanna go back If I could, I would do it again Cause I'm an idiot when it comes down to love (to love, to love, to love) This time I kicked her out, soon I'll know I fucked up And nobody else knows me And I'm lonely in the end, again (again) Surrounded by fake love that don't mean shit, immense I'm in this abyss Tell me why it's so damn hard to let go (for real, for real, for real) At least I don't have to see your face anymore But at the end of the day, that shit kills me Walk this lonely road on my own, someone kill me Small circle, it's just me, and my phone, and my ceiling I couldn't let her go, but I need time to get to healing (oh) No more feeling this type of way And I been in my head in my abyss daze Sometimes it just takes a little patience, I still would do it again Cause I'm an idiot when it comes down to love (to love, to love, to love) This time I kicked her out, soon I'll know I fucked up And nobody else knows me And I'm lonely in the end, again (again, again) Surrounded by fake love that don't mean shit, immense I'm in this abyss (tell me why it's so damn hard to let go) (at least I don't have to see your face anymore) (I couldn't let her go, I still would do it again) Cause I'm an idiot when it comes down to love (to love, to love, to love) This time I kicked her out, soon I'll know I fucked up And nobody else knows me And I'm lonely in the end, again (again, again) Surrounded by fake love that don't mean shit, immense I'm in this abyss