STORY TIME (PART 1)

I'm the only one, no 2020 was before I even started rapping Chilling with my best friend, playing in those tourney brackets I ain't never felt so happy Cause I ain't had responsibilities back then But it was inevitable it had to happen So I started writing music to express myself Music the only way that I could go recollect myself I would dream about making songs, that's when I knew So I made a album called Stuck in A Loop Loop, that's what time felt like to me Ain't nobody understood it When I first dropped the album everybody thought it was good But nobody understood it what the words meant So then I came to conclusion, this shit my purpose, won't let it go I was letting tears off every night but I can't let it show Demons in my head tear me apart mental and physical Something was different about it this time I had to switch the flow In 2021, I was different Staying up all night just to make a couple hits and shit I would no longer write, I'd freestyle no written bitch Punch-in lines, that's what the game taught me, diminished it I felt my music never had no purpose Wasn't writing bout no one or anybody in my verses I had some demons on my head at the time that shit done cursed me I never felt the change until I went and made my first G Then 2022 came around I was with my first girl I had to hold it down I was lowkey at my worst but I couldn't show that now In November that girl broke my heart and left me in the ground Every night sitting in my room tears falling down A week later and she gave me a letter saying she was out Thought about it for a second and I put the letter down Picked the microphone up I had to show what I'm about So I pulled up to the studio with demons in my presence Throwing all my feelings with a mic and a headset She gave me a letter so I gave her written message That was my fourth project, I don't think she ever listened The day after it dropped she came up to me at school like we friends I hinted get the f*ck but I don't think she understands Cause I tried to be her man but she don't wanna make amends I'm thinking I guess it's too late so I grabbed the mic again I started flunking off in school I didn't care about graduation Screaming f*ck all of my teachers and my fucking education All I cared about was this girl yeah that was my designation Tried to win her back a couple times I could never make it When I dropped Cherry Blossoms another girl came around This one was way sweeter than her so I had to hold it down We had a rocky fucking start eventually she came around Then I lost all of my feelings and I had to make it out That's only cause my ex would intervene On my phone like hey how you been That shit caught me off guard but to her I had to vent I enjoyed talking to her but she blocked me again Then I gave up said it was fake love Realized that I'm fucking worried about my education A couple months pass and it's time for graduation I done realize that I did it and I hit my destination To be continued