Healing

Can you make me feel special Like I'm over the moon So tired of wasting my life now, baby On broken hearts that I choose Is it you Is it you Is it you Is it you Is it you I've been going through phases Ask my mum how I've been through them stages Ask my bro how I'm acting lately Questioning if this lifestyle changed me Running in gaffs My mind kinda jaded Feel it hard serenity fading Me in the mirror seeing if can take it Disrespect i ain't taking lately And you don't know loss till you reflect on ur past I'm Missing her bad when I look at the stars I got to much rage and put her blast I miss you and your laugh It was true and still gotta vent through several days in the week I still got forget you I think I found love from the day I met you Give me self worth I don't want a award I fell like prisoner to all of my thoughts I used to cry all night till my voice when her coarse You showed me warmth its love And I know it's tough If I didn't have you would it still be rough And if I didn't have scars I wouldn't learn from my cuts So who are you tell me that I ain't enough Feelings, I've been in my feelings Can't help it, I've been healing Yeah, I'm healing, I'm breathing I don't know, it's cold It's not special when you ain't home Is it you? Is it me Can we fix it and make it shown It's only me that knows Listen, it's for you to know I wanna keep this on the low Out with the old I'm way too grown to be Falling for your love, boy Falling for your love, boy And I don't know why you did that See, I don't know why you said those things See, you hurt me real bad Now I ain't trusting no one Now you're looking so dumb Now you're looking so dumb Feelings, I've been in my feelings Can't help it, I've been healing Yeah, I'm healing, I'm breathing