Haven't Been Home

I ain't felt no pain in awhile The way they judging me, it feels like a trial I have not been home for a while The way they make it seem, they stay in denial I ain't felt no pain in awhile The way they judging me, it feels like a trial I have not been home for a while The way they make it seem, they stay in denial Numb myself I cannot feel anything I hope you will save me S3rfboy is a trending topic They talk about me daily I don't wanna talk right now Your boy is getting wavy Keep my tunnel vision every time they try to bait me Lately my life has been feeling crazy, lately Maybe this is exactly how it's supposed to be, maybe Yeah, S3rf I ain't felt no pain in awhile The way they judging me, it feels like a trial I have not been home for a while The way they make it seem, they stay in denial I ain't felt no pain in awhile The way they judging me, it feels like a trial I have not been home for a while The way they make it seem, they stay in denial Dreaming of the days I get a standing ovation I don't take no breaks I don't need no vacation Watch me elevate S3rfboy don't get complacent Moved out of LA I was fighting my demons Blurry with my vision but it started to clear I knew I had to focus on myself this year Water down my face, I was shedding some tears Finally figured out how to conquer my fears I ain't felt no pain in awhile The way they judging me, it feels like a trial I have not been home for a while The way they make it seem, they stay in denial I ain't felt no pain in awhile The way they judging me, it feels like a trial I have not been home for a while The way they make it seem, they stay in denial