balance

Things been so much different since I started smoking Back in winter's really when I got shit rolling Recently I've been feeling insane (Sane Sane) You did me dirty and can't even clock it Texting me crazy you get no response I'm feeling toxic know I need to stop it If you lose me Then you know you lost I'm feeling crazy Been feeling lazy I can't sleep at night So I'm up at three Been feeling anxious I can't be in public Supernova status know I'm gon explode Been working real hard know I have to make it Once I make it big Then you know I'm gone I'm feeling crazy Been feeling lazy I can't sleep at night So I'm up at three This school shit do it for my Mom Yeah I hate it This fake city This shit isn't real yeah it's crazy (I wish) Wish that had a better balance but I don't I just write shit in my journal make a song Pessimistic swear I'm contradicting man I got an issue She grab the tissue Swear it's my fault Do it all the time Said I'm sorry and I really meant it Said the same line She think that It's the same lie I felt so crazy Know damn well I'm not fucking lazy Still can't sleep at night So I'm still up at three Ooh three Say three (Yeah) Yeah Wish that I had a better balance but I don't yeah Still stayed ten toes down on the floor yeah Still stayed ten toes down on the floor yeah Still stayed ten toes down on the floor yeah You hurt me and I look at you different Trust who bitch trust none steady switching Trust who bitch trust none steady snitching Trust who bitch trust none always listen I felt so crazy