How I lost my Husband

You don't understand how much this stresses me You don't understand- how much impact this whole thing has on me I could wri- a bitch could write a song A bitch could dance outside A bitch could stand outside your window with a boombox and you still wouldn't understand Because you don't try I don't know who the f*ck hurt you but you need to get your shit together In the most respectful way possible, You need to get your shit together T- Because you are sabotaging yourself You- your- All this? Is self sabotage And if you didn't need you bitch then u could've just said so Cuz I wasted my time ain't no tape roll But I'll tell you the story like J.Cole Ain't no presents on Christmas it stay coal And I'm starting from A ion see no Z I'm not done in this bitch need a song or 3 And you always remind me there ain't no we Every day I'm reminded who I can't keep You wasn't my nigga my bitch claimed And that tower came falling it decayed And I asked if I could hope on that train I was glad i did shoot I got good aim We was talking this back n forth one time And it only worked out on the 3rd try We was planning to f*ck but I can't lie Got a man got a husband I'm soultied He showed me he clearly ain't give a f*ck It's a secret he can keep n keep it tucked And that secret came out like a Tonka truck Big body this man really had the guts He done called up my man and he said it all With a smile on his face he done watch us fall I regretted it all and he stood up tall That's the last time I thought we would ever talk Time passed and I'm back And my nigga was taken he tagged He was happy I wanted to crash But I had something up in my bag And it's crazy i know so just hear me out There's a mission I wanted to carry out I don't know I just wanted to stress him out Didnt think it would kill him or clear him out Said goodbye to my ass he ain't kiss it He ain't worried bout shit he ain't sipping Lost the love of my life and my mistress So to stress him i told him I missed it He was quiet I know he was stagnant When I spoke I just felt like a tenant Know it's crazy Im hating this segment So to keep him I told him I'm pregnant I'm sorry that- the reason we came together was for me to cheat on my- I'm really sorry But you gonna have to try and move on And I'm really sorry that I'm friends with your friends I'm really sorry that Uhm- my name comes up in these group discussions that you guys have If you gon cry like a bitch then I'm sorry Lost me my husband and you now I'm worried I didn't wanna tell no one this story I'm hoping we can talk about this on coffee I just need someone to blame I just wanna move on Gon turn to Ekane cause i know I'm not strong this game that I played I don't like that I lost Forget you just heard it at all