spring ephemerals

Did you come out as a joke Or maybe out of pity You wanted to feel something And I guess you saw me fitting You gave me a pretty jade I trusted you enough To tell you about my name Was I just a phase Was I just your coming of age All these spring ephemerals Growing and dying Just like the lies you told me Or was I misidentifying I trusted you too much And you ripped out my lungs Just like these spring ephemerals Hanahaki wasn't enough I can't tell If you lied Or if you didn't and now You're trying to hide I saw you and your girlfriend kiss I should've blocked you but now I'm in for the trip I don't think I'll ever Stop writing songs about you Was I just a phase Was I just your coming of age All these spring ephemerals Growing and dying Just like the lies you told me Or was I misidentifying I trusted you too much And you ripped out my lungs Just like these spring ephemerals Hanahaki wasn't enough No matter how Much I ever try I'll always seem To end up on The wrong side