Bluff

I'm just hurt and broken Tired of losing myself, I'm hopeless All of these drugs that i take, they're potent Missing on all of the takes and focus Hate to poke at Mixed emotions Baby been hitting my cell, I noticed Never hit anyone else, you've chosen Me to be number one, can't, I'm holding My heart back, now slide on over I never asked for closure Truth be told, I would've liked to hold ya Let's shed all our tears Plan out our years Do it all, like I told ya She spoken I'm rolling I'm hoping For something To hold to But it's you And nothing Will change you I hate to… Damn I just hate to admit it Your body's art that's been finished Your eyes are jewels, ever glisten Your smile makes all things forgiven Feels like you lightened my sentence And now I'm on the way home I ain't a preacher but listen It's like the father's forgiveness Or like an angel was given Feels like the full moon in vision And mercury grade just finished I think I love you sometimes I can see when it's written Believe it Or don't believe at all But when my words don't match your words You say I'm in the wrong And when my heart's the one that speaks, they go and twist it all How tf do I get through, I cannot win at all My letters to you Have been crumpled up into a ball My letters to you Lit a flame by those who not involved My letters to you Got returned to me but written on My letters to you… They seem to never reach your arms So my letters are through I'll take flight upon the roof And pray to god to catch a wind that takes me to the moon Yelling "deuces" as I do