The Radio

Why can't I turn it off All these self sabotaging thoughts are running off I get high just to balance out the lows But I walk with feet cold and a nervous, sweating soul But you would never know Cuz when i'm in the party it's that time to put a show In front of all your eyes, am I disguising let me know They sat between my thighs and in my eyes they found a home Someone to call my own It's like asking for a loan I'll give you all my soul but in exchange for your own I'll let you hold my heart but don't you break it, hold it close Tell me that you love me and I swear I'll make it so But then as time goes In the comfort that we hold We forget to set the pieces that said were there in stone We forget to hold facades that are the reasons your enthralled And we start to drift away as everything just breaks apart And that's just when it starts I'm turning on the radio to hear your favourite song I'm turning into artists that I know you put me on I'm digging up the past, an archeologist to bones You got me in my zone I practice self awareness and at times it's going wrong I'm looking through my eyes in third person on this song I'd try to take it back, all of the hurt that I have caused But that'll take too long And I don't know how much time I have left Cuz in my own hands I hold the key to ending my breath And while I contemplate it sometimes I won't act on it yet Can't make my sister cry and i'd rather die with dignity left Forget About Simi, he's dead Saint is what's left and they've been living in steps If this my second life imma live it my best They say that time is money, guess i'm chasing it next But Why can't I turn off the radio Off the radio Off the radio Off the radio Off the radio Why can't I turn off Why can't I turn off Why can't I turn off the radio Off the radio