Down and Out

I'm Just Just on a little chill vibe right now so I've been I've been trying to find a beat like this since You know I finally found it, It's abit of a lad back one but I'm just trying to get my thoughts off so I'm on the train home but couldn't keep my love on the tracks The songs I made about you are in my ear bringing back Our first moments together put our bond on the map See I was tryna get some points like I'm opening packs Now all the statements I made I have to quickly retract Wondering now how we made a catastrophic collapse I guess the late nights are here so I can fill in the gaps Surround the doubt in the mind with the drinks and the raps Down, and out I need to hit revive I think need a second can we maybe give it five I'm like Jb and Drake I always look alive But inside I've died, say I'm fine, had a quick demise Up, awake, I've been avoiding sleep I get so anxious in the night my thoughts been going deep Talks, cheap, my actions are my speech, I've been healing from a pain I thought I'd never reach Yeah I thought I'd never even get here My best years, with you whispering in my left ear, left here Or me finding clothes that you left here I guess we're Both the reasons for our next tears Falling apart, a love story like The Fault In Our Stars But the fault was just ours Because you can't take it back once you've said it, it scars When we look back we'll know these moments were ours All the music I showed you, the spots we would go to, The secrets that I told you, the slang we would both use, Now we're the done, I'm asking you to forget Go back to the person you were when we met 'Cause that's for me to know and you to wipe from your mind Because look we can't stay attached we've gotta cut all the ties We've gotta cut all the ties I'll be down and be out if I think of the highs Down, and out I need to hit revive I think need a second can we maybe give it five I'm like Jb and Drake I always look alive But inside I've died, say I'm fine, had a quick demise Up, awake, I've been avoiding sleep I get so anxious in the night my thoughts been going deep Talks, cheap, my actions are my speech, I've been healing from a pain I thought I'd never reach Nah Bro's been healing but the hole in his heart remains He thought they were like Peeta and Katniss from the games He loved her eyes like Lily's and he's Professor Snape But the love isn't enough when the effort goes a stray Those words mean nothing when you actions don't relate Mentally they split some time before the break Didn't wanna let go but their hands slipped away He's in a bad place mentally Wants to get back to therapy Regularly he stores his pain until he finds a remedy Find a cure in the melody remembers his path his destiny Pushing away the hurtful days and all the wounding memories Now he's finally in a place he can keep getting by He wants to push it to the side man just cut all the ties He's gotta cut all the ties He'll be down and be out if he thinks of the highs Down, and out I need to hit revive I think need a second can we maybe give it five I'm like Jb and Drake I always look alive But inside I've died, say I'm fine, had a quick demise Up, awake, I've been avoiding sleep I get so anxious in the night my thoughts been going deep Talks, cheap, my actions are my speech, I've been healing from a pain I thought I'd never reach