Pass Time

Just in my Uni room tryna record Loads of noise outside but lets get it I've been searching for perfection that doesn't exist Looking at my reflection a smile is missed Days filled with dejection i try to resist Quitting due to rejection i gotta persist Keep it moving, i've been tryna keep mind straight My mind state, when my heart breaks, makes each day a hard day Makes each place a hard place, makes me question real mates I can feel it out my chest, somethings upped my heart rate Am i meant to feel so broke, is this usual Should i show the world this is it suitable Way too young, my heart shatters at the funeral Keeping to myself, can't move unless it's mutual Questioning their intentions lately i've been feeling paranoid I feel i need redemption that's a feeling that i can't avoid Get annoyed, when i make mistakes, wanna hide my face, Pass away the time with my brothers there's no better way We Drink away the pain just pass time They've been living for the night life Posting stories for their highlights White lies changed for white lines I've been staying in the right mind Dreaming big of the bright lights Seems everyday is a tight fight I can't live a life where i just get by At this blank screen i've been staring Sick of forcing small talk and seminar preparing New city new place it's all nights out and sharing A bed with somebody that tomorrow you'll be airing It's all fake love and fake trust Fake fucks they don't make love Take drugs in the night clubs See the pain flood Is there a cure for insecurity Wait, except this glass the waiter pouring me see I'm addicted to romance, never been near no pole dance Hold hands and make plans, pasta and some coke cans Candles, tv programmes, good music shall we go france Can't touch my student finance, but Tonight we should take a risk, take a flight Fly high in the sky and land on cloud nine our silhouettes with the back drop of the sun rise Picture us running free along the coast line That's the plan man, that is the plan, you know, just erm just keep working at this, making the most of all the time we have got and just hoping that all the dreams kind of like come to fruition right now, I'm just trying to enjoy this shit and yeah i hope I hope you enjoyed it too Like i say there is no risk no story so Just go for it Just go for it Positing stories for their highlights Dreaming big of the bright lights Seems everyday is a tight fight I can't live a life where i just get by