What If He Dies

I just know his name Known him for about 15 years now I miss playing games Can we just play pretend? How we used to rage Look at him and see my parents upset Don't feel my own age Deal with things I can't tell him 'Cause he might find my pain He might find my pain I see him in the hospital We don't know what's gonna happen I still know your name I still know your name I still know your