would u still pick up if i called?

3am Wake up with Tight chest Cold sweats Down my neck On my bed Light myself another cigarette And then I lie awake I'm stuck inside my head Got strangers in my place She's laying in your bed Wasting time, getting lost in all of these thoughts Wasted my potential and I know it's all my fault Waiting by the phone when I know you'll never call Waking up alone even though I know you're not Things have really changed Nothing left at all Ain't that really strange? We don't even talk Know that I'm to blame Know that I'm the cause Do you feel the same? Tell me what you want Tell me what you want Tell me what you want Tell me what you want Head's a mess, can't even think Way too stressed, can't even sleep I've been laying awake for about a fucking week Know what you want And I know it ain't me Wasting time, getting lost in all of these thoughts Wasted my potential and I know it's all my fault Waiting by the phone when I know you'll never call Waking up alone even though I know you're not Things have really changed Nothing left at all Ain't that really strange? We don't even talk Know that I'm to blame Know that I'm the cause Do you feel the same? Tell me what you want